who am i?

Past few months have been a time of really discovering who I really am, as an individual and in Christ. Those who know me might debate with me if I'd say I've had a few battles with low self esteem. I have had a time of unhealthy relationships,( I think I've gone past that now. Pray for me) well I all those have been a dead silent cry for help. Recently I have had the opportunity to really discovery who I am in Christ. I know it's sounds like I have found cure for a cancer here but I was reading the book of Ephesians and it was so clear that I have been looking for self worth and value from others, I had enjoyed the feeling of being wanted I am certain this hasn't been just a Nceba, syndrome but something others can relate to.
Well I didn't write this just to brag about my wrongs but the process God the father has had me go through to discover my self and my worth, in him.

 
I would like for you to help me and pray that God will help stay pure, with crazy love after just his heart until the time is right. Also i have a hard time forgiving others but I delight whenever I know that I am forgiven, so also pray for me in the area of forgiveness.
Thank you for reading this. I a special thinker my hands don't always write what is in my head but what's from my heart often. 
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Much Love.