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well my journey started not so long ago, when i went on a DTS out reach to Thailand. it was not easy being with people from different sides of the world. but i survived that and led an out reach to Thailand not more than a year after being there. I felt like i was called to be in Asia. yeah! I knopw its rather odd. but i felt peace while i was there might of been out of excitment but i asked God to use me when i had availed myself.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

where to from here..?

Discipleship Training School (DTS) just ended. Many days ago when all this started i didn't really know what i was doing here or why i was here but God had a plan and i was in it or should i say i was "It". 
I got to Muizenberg not so long ago, when i got here one of those things that i couldn't stop thinking about was "now I'm here how the heavens I'm i going to go to out reach? " i still don't have an answer to this question but God came through for me not just for outreach but for lecture phase too.During this time i learnt how to be intentional with God and how to go up to him and sit on his lap, without any fear of him being too occupied.

During lecture phase i discovered God and our reason for being. but these last few days i have been discovering what God has for me, but with it i had to lay down what i want to do, and within a short space of time things have changed a lot, i went to outreach with a zeal and longing to go into the eastern cape as soon as i come back from outreach. i wanted to go while i still had the momentum from all what we had done Through Christ In Thailand..

But this Morning i went to a Spiritual check up,and i got a lot of things on how pace is picked up, and this makes total sense to me. for even cars have to start on lower gears before going to the fastest gear.. as much as kids have to crawl before walking . its think this is all because they have to get used to the idea of getting around,on their own,
I believe that's exactly what God said this Morning when i was being prophesied over one of the Guys from the "prayer and worship department" said you have to be pregnant for nine months before giving birth. at that time because i am still excited about my eastern cape vision i did not see what was coming my way.
 I told my self that he meant its not going to be easy, and i was contant with that. and today as i was talking to God, ohh! this is one of those things that made no sense at all before DTS but now it makes total sense,God is relational and he wants us to talk with him.
anyway what i got there was i need a foundation before laying down bricks for the eastern cape vision i need to do a SBS (School of Biblical Studies) I'm still at a cross roads here for i wanted to staff a dts and then do all these tings that i had been planning. but all i need at this point are prayers for i need a lot of confirmation from about this...
i want to Thank everyone who has helped me with this outreach to Thailand, weather it was spiritually or financially or you were there when i needed to Get my head out of Thailand.... Thank you for your prayers and above all Thank you Jesus for the Work you Did in Thailand and all that your doing in me and Through Me.... "Your Beautiful"

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